I am starting to see friends, finally, and it feels good. At the same time, I noticed, I got to be careful and spread out meetings over the week. I am driving 100 miles a day and sometimes it gets to me, making me feel fatigued already after lunch.
It is a very interesting learning process getting to know myself again. I definitely am no longer the same person I used to be and I am curious to discover whom I have become. My friends are trying to be reassuring praising my abilities to cope with whatever but that too is not working.They do not have many clues as well about many new traits of my personality which are stranger to me. But I appreciate their intent and affection.
Friends remain one thing I know it is and always will be important to my life. It is good to be reminded, though. I also have winged and four legged friends. They are finally around me again here in Topanga Canyon. So beautiful to breathe clean air after being bumper to bumper on the L.A. freeways! So nice to meet animals on my way home!
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